I have been procrastinating about actually dealing with school and my several accounts. I've basically been having mood swings galore for the past two weeks and they will continue till I get back to what I want out of life. So far I've been a mix of scary death child and absolutely cheerful about the death of my actual feelings. I haven't been sleeping normally and I keep forgetting I have allergies and burn like a vampire in sunlight. I know for a fact I have to do better in school but I've found myself giving up and going to work on my youtube channel as well as playing Skyrim. I'm pretty much giving up on caring if I fail which is really bad because I need to get them to leave me be about how bad my grades are. FYI - I'm only passing three of my seven classes one of those is an eco class and the others are art classes. So I've pretty much walked in front of a bus for the other classes and said I don't give a damn anymore. Also I've been plagued by really weird dreams that I can't really recall except one, but that just a memory replaying differently, and they all leave me waking up crying because they seemed to hit my feels with pain.
I've just been tortured and I'm procrastinating for at least this whole semester. I'm pretty much a mess right now.